I didn't ask for it.....

Kita selalu dengar orang kata...."kalau ada musibah yang melanda...kita mesti sabar dan redha menghadapi segala kejadian samada baik atau buruk...sebab....itu adalah dugaan Allah...dan apabila kita diduga...tandanya Allah sayangkan kita dan ingatkan kita..dan mungkin beri kita peringatan akan kelalaian kita selama ni."

Yes..I truly believe that. Beberapa hari yang lalu....ada musibah yang berlaku. and i feel its a dugaan yang besar (setakat ni) especially when hubby is not around. Walaumacamanapun, syukur sebab dugaan ni taklah seberat mana compared to rang lain yang macam-macam lagi ditimpa kesusahan.

It started on that Friday morning..while i was about to clean my face...with facial foam all over ...tetibe tak da air....DAMMM!!! time nak mandi time tulah air takde. It happened before. The main pipe kadang kadang vibrate so whenever it vibrates, bibik akan slowkan the main tap...lama-lama...pressure pun tak de and air pun tak naik.

I went down and took a quick bath with available water left.

later in the afternoon, I decided to go home early because i need to call the Indonesian worker to fix the problem.

When we reached home...apai was screaming.."Mama..rumah kita banjir...mama lupa nak tutp paip ke?" I was still clueless and blurr. I went in and was shocked to see water flowing from the stairs... everywhere is wet and flooded. Ran upstairs and was even shocked to see water dripping from the ceiling of the 3 bedrooms and worst still, the room that we turned into our closet (sebab tak buat wardobe lagi) the ceiling runtuh...yes runtuh...so u can imagine the condition of my house....my bed was totally wet and to sum up in just 4 words....everthinng's damaged and wet.

I was devastated. With hubby not around...i just dunno what to do.

When i spoke to hubby i broke down...I so want him to come home immediately ..but i know that is very impossible.

When I was more calmed, I called the contractor...and they did the fixing part...but till today its still not completed. I took leave for tommorow and the day after to clean up the mess after they repaired everything.

Oh well....I guess.. ni baru sikit je dugaanNYA. There must be a blessing in disguise despite all this. This incident has made me stronger in getting thru the challenges in life. I also realised that it is very hard to overcome situations like this when your husband is not around....because every decision you make..every step you take...its all on you. So ..thumbs up to all the single mums outhere.!! I salute you for your courage and strengths.

Ciao for now....