some sweet memories

I was sitting by the bed in the early morning after sahur. My darling boys were sleeping peacefully. Apai..as usual..has crossed the border between my bed and his…and amir…since the age of 2 mos ..has permanently bacame the great wall of china between me and Mr. Darcy.His crib became Apai’s deluxe toy box. He keeps his selected favourite toys, bedtime story books, golf balls and many more.
It felt like yesterday when I carried them in my huge belly. Apai was hyper in the tummy while Amir was such a good baby in the amniotic fluid but hehehe a bit aggresive now. I still remember those sleepless nites when they did their kick boxing, tai-ci and of course tae-kwan do.
Labour was sooooo painful. Pushing Amir was phewww…hard.Many big pushes..and i almost gave up. When he said hello to the world…i knew why it was so hard….he’s just 900gms less than 4 kgs!!
Confinement…i hate confinement. The most boring period in life. You can’t eat so many food…u can’t go out, u can’t sleep without socks,not to mention the unpaid overtime evry night for 44 days. The reward is puffed eyes and dark undereye circles..if you’re lucky…u’ll get eyebags tooo!!! Alhough i have to go through the sleepless nites..luckily i wasn’t alone..my dearest Mr. Darcy was always there taking turns to rock this 2 fellas. He’ll sing to them till they fell asleep again. Hmm selection of songs…from islamic to love songs to even lagu-lagu rakyat..e.g wau bulan , ala canggung…lol!!
But above all, i treasure those times eventhough i have to sacrify my beauty sleep. And no matter how much i wish to turn back the time…it will never come back…I’m getting older and the boys too!!
hehhehe all those memories made me laugh. Love u boys..( ok..make it 3 boys..how can i forget my Mr. Dacry?!!)..Love u boys so dearly.
I’ll always pray that I’ll live long enough to see u both grow and get the best in life. And I’ll always pray that both of u will always be in good health, jadi anak-anak yang solleh and sentiasa di bawah peliharaanNYA.
And my wish…my dear boys..is for both of you to remember your dear mama and papa everytime you perform your prayers.And pray for us when we are no more in this world…I could never ask for more…
Love you both…MMMUUAHHHS.